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*sniffle, sniffle, whimper, weeping, full blown blubbering yowl* 06.16.2003 - 4:34 p.m. a very emotional weekend for me. well as you know friday was the last day of school. i only cried twice and it was before and after school.... the administrator (principal) of our school has a daughter in 3rd grade, who i'm very close with. she used to be the principal of the entire school (last year, K-8th) but now she's the principal of 4th-9th at the new campus and we have a new principal for K-3. well all year i carpooled maggie (her daughter) to her at the other campus after school every day. she wrote me the sweetest, tear-jerking note and gave me 50 bucks!! whoa momma! i cried... then after school, i'm thinking....WOW, i didn't cry all day in front of the kids. i walk out the door and it hits me and i cry again. well on friday night i went with some friends to the santana concert. i'd had quite a few drinkie-poos....and well, bring on the tears. i started thinking about matilda...and all my little babies. i'll never have babies like them again. they were the best class!!!! well then i drove home drunk and i'm praising god i'm alive....stupid move....well i wasn't too drunk, i'd sobered up quite a bit....but i dont like to drive even after 2 beers! i'm a big stickler on that stuff.... so its been emotional...not to mention i'm riding the cotton pony and one of my favoritest friends has moved across the country!!!! (ya'll take care of him out there) ;) so anyways...i'm in a blah mood...i'm gonna go bask in my own self-pity, go spend about 20 bucks at blockbuster and devote the night to cheesy sad movies, and ice cream.... i'm moving all my shizzle home this week, so i wont be back to update for a few days, until then...... � |
